Monday, November 28, 2011

Dream



I dreamt again last night. This is the fourth times as far as I can remember. The first time I dreamt of climbing a staircase was when I’m 17. 10 years ago.

I noted that each times I dreamt of climbing a staircase… I am trapped in situations such as;

There is a dire need to make a serious, rational decision.
When there are choices to take.
When there are consequences involve.
When I see a blurry path and I’m not sure which crossroad to take…uncertainty.
When there are too many questions and I don’t have the answers.

But last night was the hardest, the scariest and the longest trials and struggles climbing the staircase. There are more barriers. More emotions. More figures. And for the first time, I cried. I cried in my dream with all of my heart. And I hated it - crying in a dream because it’s painful.

Dreams
Even though it’s just a dream
The pain felt real
The fear felt real
The humiliation felt real
The determination felt real
The eagerness felt real

Fourth dreams and I almost reach it...
Almost
Almost is better than nothing at all...



*iman nur aima*

Friday, November 25, 2011

Common Boy Girl's Talk lll

Girl: i like you...
Boy: ......

Girl: Why is it so difficult making a decent conversation with you?!
Boy: Why can't you keep quite?

Girl: (Her eyes searching for his eyes)
Boy: (Rolling his eyes)

Girl: Forget it...
Boy: What?

so very common... but i was born to make you happy :)


*iman nur aima*

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Everything went wrong

This whole look i wear to office seem isn't right
The colour is boring
The shawl is not right... the material is wrong
The heel feel hideous
The handbag isn't matched
The perfume doesn't smell nice

My skin colour is pale
My lip is dry and chap
My hand looks old!
My eye lost it shine
My posture doesn't feels right
Feel horribly ugly

People around me are annoying
They did nothing - its annoyed me
They do their works - its annoyed me
They keep quite - its annoyed me
They talk - its annoyed me
Nothing seem quite right
Nothing is right

Searching for myself in the mirror
Stares my face
Everything is right
The only thing that is wrong
it's You!


*iman nur aima*

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Common Boy & Girl's Talk II


Boy: love is like a Santa Claus, it never exist.

Girl: i don't ask you to be believe in love, just believe in me.

as for a conclusion, just forget the boy... love does not need to be convince... it just happen.



update: read the above dialog over-over again while this song played slowly... it's more tragic... (note: i'm trying to be funny :))


*iman nur aima*

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Common Boy & Girl's Talk


Girl: would you be sad if i died tonight?

Boy: nope...

Girl: if you died tonight...i'll be crying my heart out until i collapse so i can face you tomorrow morning...


awkward


*iman nur aima*

Saturday, November 19, 2011




where is the fine line between love and hate?

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Puisi Rangga

sekali ini juga aku ingin lihat karya syurga dari mata seorang adam...



Monday, November 14, 2011

meninggal dunia sebab makan hati

orang kata "dia meninggal dunia sebab makan hati"... from my understanding... a person yang makan hati is sort of a person who suffers from nervous breakdown; unimaginable depression, despair and dejection.

bearing in mind that there are people "yang meninggal dunia sebab makan hati" and from my own personal observation... i concluded that:

if i have a problem,

"i don't talk much about it... i mentioned it but i don't discuss it in details... i believe i can solve it on my own". this is find.

if i'm mad,

"i cried... i keep it inside, i rationalize myself, talk to myself that it soon to be over and things will turn out as usual". this is find too.

if i'm extremely sad and depress,

"i sleep". this is not find.

o.k.... here's the scary point that i discover. when i'm in the state of extreme sadness and depression. i sleep. i shut my brain and my body. i can literally shut myself for hours even day without food and water and i cried in my sleep.

in short, it is not impossible "untuk meninggal dunia sebab makan hati".

lay me in white bed
 thank you.

pic:no end to design
*iman nur aima*


was laughing and crying
all at the same time in my car today

but hey...
what actually did i feel?
happy or sad?
i guess i'm just one disappointing lonely miserable egoistic childish person

laughing at my stupidity
crying over my determination

girls are complicated
so
forget it

"perempuan itu rumit... maka lupakan... lupakan"

*iman nur aima*


Saturday, November 12, 2011


Daddy said "dear, perform your solat before going to bed... if you perform your solat and you died in your sleep... my redha is with you".

Me... just like a little child... trying to hold my tears in agony...

I love you daddy... 


*iman nur aima*

Friday, November 11, 2011

Esok itu Tomorrow

esok...
lagi-lagi esok...
esok la fikir...
esok la jumpa...
esok la pilih...
esok la tanya...
esok la nak marah...
esok la nak bagi tahu....
esok laaaaaaahhhhhhhh...!
lagi-lagi esok....
kalau esok mati...
tak tunggu esok nya pula nak tanam... tau taakk...!!

apa yang esok-esok ni....? 
Esok itu Tomorrow...
suka hati kamu lah....



*iman nur aima*


Thursday, November 10, 2011

i love you idiot!




enough said!

truly yours,
Iman Nur Aima

Wednesday, November 9, 2011


Alhamdulillah
i have so much energy
i need a focus
and
i'm starting with love




Thursday, November 3, 2011

In-Time



In the future
Time become the Currency means Time is Money and Mortality

4 minutes for a cup of coffee
2 hours for a bus ride of 2 hours walk
7 days and a half for a hotel meals
2 months for a 1 night of a standard hotel's room
One second for every single breath you take

Freaking scary when human being stop ageing naturally but they started counting their time...
 They can live as long as they want...
Live as long as they can...
As long as they have time which is equal money... 

Therefore, the wealthy can live forever...a decade...a century...
The poor die young...merely by years...days...or worse..minutes...
Living day to day basis searching and adding some more time...
To replenish the clock of life..

Time...how powerful time is...
How freaking scary if we know when our time is up.... 
00:00:05 4 3 2 1 second to die... 00:00:00





P/s: the movie is simple but the message is over powering for those who think....