Friday, December 30, 2011

Little Things To Do 2012

(1) For once... backpacking and throw myself into the wild

kalau rasa-rasa nak mati beku... kena la backpack...jalan kaki... pergi antartika ala ala Christopher Johnson McCandless... but i'm not going to take that much of risk...

(2) Grip on the wheels like a gentleman!

tempoh hari... aku belajar bahawa lelaki dan perempuan sememangnya memiliki kemahiran berbeza dalam  pemanduan. i'm not against women driver nor i defend all the guys out there. whatever it is, i promise myself that i'll drive handsomely... and my passenger can sleep like a baby without interruption from careless and harsh driving attitude...

(3) Running!

susah-susah sangat... tinggalkan kereta dekat parkir rumah - run 10 mins in the morning... and 10 mins in the evening! consistency my dear... consistency will promise you that beautiful leg!

(4) Moisturiser

mosturiser bff!


aku sedar bahawa aku berbicara dalam 'bahasa' yang kurang jelas. adakala, aku jarang menghabiskan patah-patah perbualan. pendek kata. aku cakap sesuatu, fikirkan sesuatu yang lain. pendam dan biarkan segala-galanya tergantung. jangkakan bahawa orang lain akan memahami. dan itu, jelas - salah.

janji pada diri. bercakap perlu berfikir.
apabila telah mula berbicara - habiskan lah dengan jelas dan terang.

kalau tidak tahu- tanya
kalau mahu difahami-terangkan
kalau mahu penjelasan-minta

pictures' source
p/s little things make thousand of differences

*iman nur aima*

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Sleep Don't Weep - Damien Rice

Did Damien Rice read my diary :)

Sleep, don't weep, my sweet love
Your face is all wet and your day was rough

So do what you must do to find yourself
Wear another shoe, or paint my shelf
Those times that I was broke, and you stood strong
I think I found a place where I...

Sleep, don't weep, my sweet love
Your face it's all wet 'cause our days were rough
So do what you must do to fill that hole
Wear another shoe to comfort the soul
Those times that I was broke, and you stood strong
I think I found a place where I feel I will...

Sleep, don't weep, my sweet love
My face it's all wet 'cause my day was rough
So do what you must do to find yourself
Wear another shoe, or paint my shelf
Those times that I was broke, and you stood strong
I hope I find a place where I feel I belong

Sleep, don't weep, my sweet love
My face is all wet 'cause my day was rough

Saturday, December 24, 2011

perhaps not to be is to be without your being

Beautiful and deep... taken from one of my favourite simple blog :) No End To Design

Friday, December 23, 2011

trying to make my difficult life harder it seem...
by the way... congratulation!
i'm giving you standing ovation.... clap clap clap...
you have succeeded.

*iman nur aima*

The Notebook

The Notebook Facebook uploaded some of the movie's scenes and i just could not stop myself from posting and searching for more from Google - i'm The Notebook freak :)) but i don't mind. Let just reminisce the scenes... it gave me great holiday's mood :))

Monday, December 19, 2011

Mengarut ll

satu... i hate packing stuff. i dont like the feeling of packing stuff and move away. masa study dulu. each and every semester, bila hujung tahun cuti panjang. all students have to pack their stuff, simpan dalam store sebab pelajar jarak jauh akan masuk and utilise the facilities. i usually akan cry bila time packing stuff. when final year arrive... waiting for graduation. i cried so bad sambil packing my clothes, my books, my shoes... my computer... it is more than just packing my stuff, its mean - next chapter.

dua... when i dropped my study... my MA. i have put a lot of thoughts on it. but dropping something that i first initiate was never been easy. its haunted me, even till now. i even started this poor blog back in 2009 as a journal to record my own progress. but then. i look back. all i have wrote in this page are just mere disappointment. as if i have lost my self in time. therefore, i hide all my previous entry. grab my shoulder and shake myself to the extent i need to slap my face hard so i can gain my composure. but i do believe, i'm not a quitter and never been one.

tiga... my pak cik said "to love and win is the best, to love and lost is the next best". thanks pak cik! you're my source of inspiration. by the way. my love life is so funny. you will laugh till you start crying. so i'll just say that... i have love a frog... a prince... an oldman... an idiot... a protector... - i have love the beautiful... the ugly, the rich, the poor... i have love with all of my heart and i'm proud of it.

fourth... sebagai seorang perempuan. saya menyedari satu kelemahan ketara. we are never... never ever been satisfied with anything. dikurnikan sesuatu tapi masih mengimpikan sesuatu yang lebih. contoh, masa rambut panjang, tengok orang rambut pendek... sangat chic, cantik... then rasa yang kita juga boleh carry that style. then, you cut your hair. by the next day, you start crying and regretting cutting your long wavy hair. perempuan... perempuan.

sekian. terima kasih. as-salamualaikum w.b.t.

*iman nur aima*

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Mengarut Di Hujung Tahun

setengah dari diri yang berkata-kata atau dalam bahasa inggerisnya, half of me talking.....

jika aku mati... sebentar lagi, dalam kiraan 1 2 3 4 5...
jika aku dilanggar lari ketika berjalan pulang... dan aku terkulai kaku disitu...
jika aku tidur dan tidak terjaga lagi, beku dan putih... tiada subuh di pagi dingin... 

dosa yang menggunung mencecah ke awan ...
pahala seperti daun kering yang di bawa arus sungai hilang di lautan...
jiwa merangkak ke syurga dikala jasad berlari ke neraka...

dan cerita...
dan aku adalah penulis
dan kamu adalah karya agungku...
dan demi masa...
kisah ini belum berakhir...

p/s: lapar pagi-pagi ni, nak pergi makan pagi.... - "mengisi perut itu adalah satu kewajipan" .... dalam erti kata lain... "mencari rezeki itu juga adalah satu kewajipan".

*iman nur aima*

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Random Thoughts

10 random thoughts of the day:

1. Him :)
ryan gosling :p.... oldman grandpa, i missed my grandpa (tearing up :')... my funny dad :)

2. laundry

3. scared... serious..serious fear of the unknown :'(
hugging my childish self... patting my back... whispering "don't be afraid..."

4. zikir :)

5. work :'(
am i a perfectionist, dumb or just plain weird... (aaarrrghhhh.....screaming)

6. monday :(
seeing the clumsy...
seeing the obsessive compulsive...
seeing determination...
seeing daydreamer...
seeing future...
god...i wish it's friday..

7. stream of thoughts
stop thinking...! stop thinking! stop thinking... just stare the thin air...

8. dating :)
under the moonlight....

9. annoyed
get over it!!

10. my long perfumed hair :)
simply love...

ok...11. bunny...bunny rabbit.... so its 11 random thoughts :))

*iman nur aima*

Thursday, December 8, 2011


there's a hole in my chest that i couldn't digest
painful loneliness that needs to be heal in every single day
it's just empty...i felt emptiness every now and then

hole inside me and here i am tonight crying again without much reasons

o.k lets argue now, emotion vs logic

emotion: i miss some people in my lives.
logic: you want it to be this way. be strong. face it and move on!

emotion: i don't get what i want.
logic: what do you want?? what??! you got everything that you need. wanting is not as important as need. wanting is just desire. God given you what you need. please, i beg you.. be grateful!

emotion: i think i'm lost.
logic: read the Quran. you'll never lost. you'll find the answer. the peacefulness that you need. you're not lost. you're just confused and a bit tired. don't be bother by the unnecessary sadness. Kun Fayakun. That's Allah promise.

emotion: there's something missing. something that's not complete. unbearable sadness.
logic: it will go away. i promise. don't ever miss your solat. that's the source of energy. beg to HIM. HE will wrap you in HIS warmth. for lives is short but believe me, you're not alone. you are never alone. so stop crying.  

emotion: i'll be fine.i'm a big girl.
logic: that's better. now post. shut down the laptop and go get some sleep. it's another big day tomorrow. be content. you're beautiful. you're kind. you're gentle. you're strong enough. you're going to get it through. now wipe that tears and say your prayers.

*iman nur aima"

Monday, December 5, 2011


I run
He followed me behind my back
And the MP3 is playing Cassies's "Is it you?"

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say
The way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinkin' you're the one that I've been waiting for

Saturday, December 3, 2011

New Country: 50/50 brought me here

NEW COUNTRY by The Walkmen

The news is all good
And I'm flying higher
I'm back on my own
Don't worry about me
I got no more baggage
I threw all my old things away

I got your letter
Thanks for the offer
I really don't need a thing
Open the door in front of me

The sun is now shining down on me

Meet me as soon as you can
Bring me the money you owe for me
I'm taking my head out of the sand

Oh, maybe I'll go see the world
There's plenty of places to see
Voices I never have heard
Look at the way it ought to be

Oh, I'm all alone
Oh, I'm all alone
I know you're still listening to me
Isn't a lot as far as I see

Friday, December 2, 2011

i tried distracting myself with a lot of things today but still i failed
and so
i cried like a baby in my bed now
God helps me
make this go away
stop the tears

You're O.K
You're O.K
You're O.K
You're O.K
You're O.K

I have wrote thousands of this but its still makes no differences
If just someone say to me "you are O.K", it sure will make thousand of different.

*iman nur aima*