i'm outstation, and there's so many things to do... but i still got time to complain in my electronic diary (a.k.a blog). written the general things for the sake of let it out from my chest is therapeutic :)) write laahhhh as much as you can to complain...lets the sigh be heard even there is no one listening....
i'm juggling between current work and future work, contacting many people from my own personal phone...which i don't mind actually as long as everything is settle... i get so very nervous if things are not settle according to plan. i hate last minute plan. Ya Allah, mudahkan segalanya.
there's many thing to moan but it will get me nowhere so breath... and convince my little self... let's do this till the end!
from utara to selatan and to utara back... from mid of march to end of april... Ya Allah, pada Mu aku sandarkan segala pengharapan :'))
p/s: and yes.... belum lagi 24 hours outstation...a homey person like me... missing so many things already.... :') can't wait to be back home safely....
"im not rajin all the time..there were time i am so malas to the extent that it terrify me. malas and slow poke people annoys me but the lazy me is so terrifying, i can choke myself to death! wake up wake up lazy me...!!"
me the question: why i'm malas completing this task?
me the answer: no passion, no motivation.
me the mover: ok fine. no passion? that's difficult to cure but there's another word that can move you. responsibility.
me who accept: gosshhh...responsibility is such a burden... i know i know...i'm not going to blew this thing up...it starts well, it should ends well.
me the rational: ok then, do it slow but steadily, i trust you. you never giving up and you never ends things badly. you always find away to smooth things down.
the usual me: ok hands down. (pat my back) lets do this (breathing)