talking about regret

"there is no need to be emotional for the things that aren't yours"

i look and i feel like i'm an idiot

but if its make you feel better then its fine

broken my wing again

mendengar kata

mungkin kamu tidak tahu

tapi aku benar-benar mendengar akan kata-kata kamu

"peliharalah diri kamu"

dan aku terawang-awang di langit biru

sesungguhnya kata-kata itu besar maknanya padaku

terima kasih untuk itu

*iman nur aima*

A Week of 500 Days of Summer

This is not a love story.... O.K  wake up!

"This is a story of boy meets girl. The boy, Tom Hansen, grew up believing that he’d never truly be happy until the day he met the one. The girl, Summer Finn, did not share this belief. You should know up front this is not a love story"

at one slightest moment, i do thought that this is a love story 

i watched 500 Days of Summer weeks ago... i have this habit to watch movie that i like countless of time...but i'm not sure if i would like to watch this for the 2nd or 3rd time...not that i don't like 500 Days of Summer... maybe it's just to much for me to bear....i cant decide who am i, am i tom hansen or am i summer finn... i used to be summer, i thought so... but now i'm tom, i think so...anyway, this movie is in my list of most adorable movie... it's just linger in my mind for quite sometime... probably, when i have the courage to really reflect who am i, i might watch it again...by heart...

Kudos, the movie script is just awesome... the final talk between Tom and Summer is_____ (i don't have a word yet)..

Summer: i always loved this place, ever since you brought me.

Tom: What's not to like?

awkward silence....

Tom: So... i should probably say congratulation.

Summer: Only if you mean it.

Tom: In that case...

He doesn't say anything. This makes her smile.

Summer: So... you're ok?

Tom: I will be. Eventually.

Summer: Well that's good.

Tom: Yeah.. i quit the office.

Summer: No kidding? that's great Tom, Really.

Awkward silence

Tom: And you're married...

Summer: Crazy, huh?

More awkward silence. This one goes on a beat longer. and then..

Tom: You should have said something.

Summer: I know.

Tom: At the wedding. When we were dancing.

Summer: He hadn't asked me yet.

Tom: But he was in your life.

Summer: Yeah.

Tom: Why'd you dance with me?

Summer: I wanted to.

Tom: You do what you want, don't you? You never wanted to be anyone's "girlfriend" and now you're somebody wife.

Summer: surprised me too.

Tom: i dont think i ever understand that.

Summer: Tom...

Tom: No, seriously, i mean, it doesn't make sense.

Summer: it just happened.

Tom: But that's what i dont understand. What just happened?

Summer: I... Tom... I just... I woke up one day and I knew...

Tom: Knew what?

Summer: What i was never sure of with you...

owh...just read the script... will yaaa.....

"if tom had learned anything.. it was that you shouldn't ascribe great cosmic significance to a simple earthly event".

Song that goes along with the movie, Dave Days - My Last Song

and, of course, Adele's Someone Like You, if someone just make a video out of this song,

and i love this vid and the song too though i'm too lazy to find out who sang it :)

owh...have i mentioned that, i have learnt long long time ago... that... "if you love someone, it does not mean that you have to be with that someone"....  this is heart breaking...

p/s: i'm winter ... 

aku bukan siapa-siapa untuk siapa-siapa saat ini

bukan bidadari bukan juga sang ratu untuk mana-mana laksamana di muka bumi ini

aku bukan pencinta bukan juga sang pemimpi

aku cuma minimalist

selamat malam sekelian alam


*iman nur aima*

i want my noah

Young Noah: It's not about following your heart and it's not about keeping your promises. It's about security.

Young Allie: What's that supposed to mean?

Young Noah: [yelling] Money. He's got a lot of money!

Young Allie: You smug bastard. I hate you for saying that.

Young Noah: You're bored Allie. You're bored and you know it. You wouldn't be here if you weren't.

Young Allie: You arrogant son of a bitch.

Young Noah: Would you just stay with me?

Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fighting

Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.

Young Allie: So what?

Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.

Young Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.

Young Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?

Young Allie: It's not that simple.

Young Noah: What... do... you... want? Whaddaya want?

The Notebook Script

i want my Noah.

I Fall Hard

I fall for his crooked smile

I fall for his bitterness

I fall for his whining

I fall for his sweet temper

I fall for his sardonic talk

I fall for everything he is and he is not

I fall for him when he asked me, “am I annoying?”

And I start to see all the details in him

This time

I fall hard for real

*iman nur aima*